Life sure can kick you in the teeth.
Until yesterday, this week was stellar. I’m getting out of the house, taking the dog to the park – and actually playing with her, instead of sitting down and tossing a ball – getting lots of good exercise and fresh air. I bought a mountain bike, where I live is just covered with trails. In fact, the best trail in the entire country is 15 minutes away: The Munda Biddi. I’m eating better,and sleeping MUCH better with all the exercise, no pills needed, thank you very much. The other night I woke up in the same position I fell asleep in – which hasn’t happened in at least a year. Dropping pounds, and feeling more like myself. Just feeling…good. Even a little hopeful. I’ve been feeling like I don’t want to be in the house, after months of being a hermit. Weird, but I just go with it.
Yesterday I got some bad news. I haven’t got permission to share it with the world, so I’ll just say that cancer isn’t done with me yet. I feel as if the pins are knocked out from under me, and I don’t know which way is up. Just when I thought I was beginning to see daylight, I get a kick in the teeth.
Goddamn, life can be a bitch.
well, i was waiting on this post, but stay focused on bieng positive and getting yourself better, we will only send that positive energy in the direction it needs to go,,,,,
Everyone is telling me the same thing- take care of me. I am trying.
I’m sorry. Nothing like feeling 10% better to get knocked 100% back. Hugs if you’ll have them.
I’ll take all the hugs I can get
1 step forward and 3 steps back – I’m getting kind of used to it now. I’ll pick myself up in a bit and keep moving forward.
Just wanted to say I am feeling for you – really sorry to read this after a long spell with not much time online..
Thank you…it was a bad shock, but I’m dealing with it somehow.